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"we recognize your years there? Those who lived desperately"

I wonder when is that a singer's heart stops beating before a concert; when a live performance becomes just a job. After 23 years this is how I feel. Life is just a job. And are poorly paid. A goodbye forever more cumbersome infant who think they are. A suicide in the middle and nothing more. And if your hands are dirty that matter, keep them close, and no one knows. I almost today I take a day off and I do not live.